`~ThE rEsOnAnCe Of Ma LiFe.....~`

SELFISH!!

2010-10-20T14:56:00.002+08:00

After all, everybody is selfish. When it’s their problem, I should be there, helping them to sort out everything. But when it comes to my own problem, nobody willing to give a hand. Everybody seems to ignore me and my problem. I’m invisible once their problem is settled. What a world! I’m not trying to look for some kind of attention or anything in return from the people I helped but I really need someone now. More than I ever needed.

Should I help them in the future as though nothing happened?

Or should I ignore them just the way they did?

Was things always been this way?

Or it was just me who never realize it until today?

Should I ask them for help?

Or should I wait till they approach me?

i miss my life so much or i miss so much in my life?

2010-04-11T02:37:00.002+08:00

i keep wondering if i miss my life so much or i miss so much in my life.....i just couldnt figure out what is happening around me....im just being blur all the time....
i just hate my daily routine...i hate to work n study at the same time....its damn tiring....well,im waiting for the moment when im gonna finish my studies n find a new job.....
i wish i could turn the time back n go to the time when i was still studying in kojadi with my sampat friends....natalie@karen,was the closest 1 with me,the 1 i could talk to abt anything n she will smile n reply,dun worry mala...everything will b fine soon....denise,the pretty,pink lover,sporting gurl.....josy@yun xi,pontianak gurl(lolz)happy go lucky,caring gurl....tomato@mei mei,this gurl is damn sweet,soft n shy gurl....ken@e-pork,he is tall n helpful guy....kok yin,he is handsome n understanding guy....the last 1 is eric,although v dont like him so much,but he makes our sampat geng too...lolz....these 7 people coloured my life with so beautifully...that was so called life....i miss those moments...
now i feel like i miss everything(in sense i miss so much + my life).....

the reason for my blog - Ms. Natalie Tan Koh Yee........

2010-02-27T13:55:00.002+08:00

wakakaka.....simply....i wanna tease her here....she said she miss my blog....yeap,its been like almost 5 months ++ since i uploaded the last blog....last time i wasnt be able to blog cos i dont have internet connection at home....but although i have it now, im kinda busy with college and work at the same time....moreover im having exam in 1 week time and guess what....i havent started studying yet...OH SHITTTTTT!!! ops,sorry guys....its like normal for me ady to study at the 11th hour.....i wanted to change but i couldnt....moreover i have less idea to blog about nowadays...im just doing the same routine everyday....
6.30am : wake up n get ready to work
9am - 6pm : work,work,work.....haiz....
(if got class)
6.30pm - 9pm : in class
10.30pm : reach home
11.30pm : sleep
(if no class)
8pm - 11pm : online
11pm : sleep
isnt that a boring life...?
let c if these week i could come out with somethg to blog about....
till then,tc friends....

09/09/09.........

2009-09-09T14:04:00.004+08:00

erm,it seems to be a perfect day....i wish it will be.....i just feel like i wanna blog something on this day...i wish for a little bit of miracle....so that i would remember this day forever in my life....

well currently, i getting my life back to normal as i was once upon a time....feel happier this way....but the thing i miss most is my 'Kojadi life' with my CRAZY EIGHT friends....not forgetting my lecturers especially Mr.Sky.....i still remember how eager we would be to attend his class....we loved him so much....i called Karen,the classmate i was closed with in college time....she told that maybe we will have a gathering next month first week if everyone agrees(which actually was Yun Xi's order)....owh,Yun Xi....the thing i remember about her was her laugh....well,i guess none of our friends forget how she would laugh....but i planned to invite them to my house for Deepavali......

apart from that,currently im studying in Segi College....finishing up my diploma programme....taking evening class since im working full time in a audit firm....my days are packed with classes and work load....during weekend,i would spend time with my cousin sisters....

erm,i dont know whether i should post this or not....but since my friend wants its so much,im doing this.....today her bf promised her that after married he would be the one doing house chores....**erm,what am doing?** nevermind,just a part of it only right?

for now,i guess this is it....i got class later.....macroeconomic class.....with Mr.Benny...he one of the best lecturer in segi too....gtg now....got work to do....arious....have a great day,friends!!!!!!

a new life......a new beginning...........lets c how it ends........

2009-09-01T15:18:00.002+08:00

$!$@^#%&^&^#&%$^*$............................

2009-06-14T14:17:00.000+08:00

YeAhOo....ShOpPiNg......

2009-06-01T01:57:00.004+08:00

now i'm in alor setar,kedah....i went for out audit.....today ms.tan take me n dash out for jalan jalan....we went to eat at chinese restaurant....i had yin yong.....this was different from the normal yin yong i used to eat in kl...ms.tan said maybe they have the own style of cooking....not bad,the food really taste good....after makan,ms.tan took us to alor star mall....since now there was sale going on,i went to shoe outlet to buy shoe....not bad,the shoes's price range is from RM19 to RM25 only....these are the one i bought from there.....

this is my favourite one......

well,when i get back home,my mum gonna be very shocked....she will be wondering whether i went for work or i went for shopping.....atleast it makes me happy...other than that i dont bother about what others gonna say about me......

PaSt, PrEsEnT aNd FuTuRe......

2009-05-19T12:06:00.003+08:00

after so long gap,now only i feel like want to blog again.....just because i know someone will read......

PAST

i'm broken by the name of love and again break into tiny little pieces by the name of love......

PRESENT

when it comes to past,i'm the only one whose still struggling......everyone else seems to be happy with their own new life…both of them are going to get married....one on 30th May 2009 another one in end of this year.....anyway wishing both of u good luck…

FUTURE

one day,i will be successful and get married with a guy whose better than both of you....that's a promise i make to myself.....

LoVe SuCkZzZz!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-11T20:22:00.004+08:00

i hate him so much....y this should happen to me? he left me for another gurl....feeling damn irritated....even he was with that gurl when v was still in relationship....he went out with that gurl n take her out for valentine when he should spend the time with me....just because she could give him XXX,he left me....is it true that guys find gurls for 'that' reason only? is there no such thing called as true n pure love? i know she's prettier than me but i know i was better than her....now its all set in my mind already....
Im not gonna believe any guys anymore...all of them are the same....watch out guys!!! i wish all the guys who cheat gurls will die soon...u ol wil go 2 hell....let hell make u suffer.....my heart is closed 4 ol the guys....
LOVE SUCKS!!!!!!

i wont ever forgive u!!!!!!!!!!

'.......................'

2008-12-09T13:21:00.000+08:00

I will never forget the days we used to had,

The days when you were everything to me,

My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever,

But now I realize that it was all a big dream,

I wish I could take back that one regretful day,

The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms,

Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets,

That I would once have 2 live through,

The sight of you in someone else's arm,

Will make my heart shatter into a million pieces,

I sometimes wonder if you still think of me,

Or if to you, I’m just a face in the crowd,

I wish so very much that one day,

I could put back the pieces of my broken heart,

But for now, I’ll sit here silently,

Remembering all the memories we once shared….

life suck!!!!!!!

2008-12-06T21:21:00.002+08:00

hate life so much man....hate my sis also....hate my exam....hate my home.....hate being tension n stress at home....hate that sabah gurl.....hate everything in this world.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh,at last life still sucks!!!!

€$@$%^&$%^*......

2008-12-04T15:55:00.000+08:00

i wanna be malani.....who's ready to be my krishnan?

yEaHoO......eXaM hAs BeEn PoStPoNeD.....

2008-11-07T15:02:00.002+08:00

yes,yes,yes!!!! my cost accounting exam has been postponed with the help of Denise and myself of course....at least with this sickness, i don't have to study and memorize.... Shit! i don't understand anything in that subject...feel like wanna tear of the notes....my head are getting blank and blur sometimes....*sigh*
another stupidest thing happened yesterday....i went to a hell called 'Klinik Kerajaan'....i have no other option because my mum is busy with her work and no one to take me to clinic....so without no option i have to do something to cure my sick which 'accompany' me for the past 3 weeks....again 3 weeks....i took all kind of medicine from all the clinics my family member ever went....including panadol and still it didn't get better.....yeah maybe i feel better for 1 or 2 days but the following day,i will fall sick again....people start to scare me with things like Denggi....gosh...so i took my own effort to go to clinic....ok, back to my story in Klinik Kerajaan....as usual have to wait for so long to see the doctor...this is what happened when i went inside the doctor room for check up....

Me: Good afternoon,doctor...
Doctor: Komala?
Me: Yes,doctor....
Doctor: Sakit apa?
Me: Saya tak sihat sejak 3 minggu lalu.....demam,batuk,selsema dan kahak....
Doctor: Tekak u bengkak lah...(while using the torchlight to check my throat)

Then he wrote something in the paper...i guess it might be the medicine list....then he give it to me...

Me: Itu saje ke doctor?
Doctor: Ya...Bagi slip ni kat kaunter ubat....

Shit!!!!! Thats all? What kind of doctor is he? now i know why people always complaint about government hospital...i'm gonna sue him if i found out that i got denggi tonight(touch wood lar)....so with anger and disappointment, i came back home....but mum promised me to take to private clinic today....

waaaahhh....i feel so relive now after letting it out in blog....and to friends who was concern about me all these days when i was sick,i wanna thanks u guys a lot.....really appreciate it....ok,time for me to go back home...or im gonna get stuck in jam.....

SSSSHHHHIIITTTTTT!!!!!!!

2008-11-06T14:29:00.002+08:00

my memory card corrupted already....stupid N70....i feel damn angry now...its almost 1 month i didn't blog.....feel like wanna break the card to two pieces and throw it to the rubbish bin.....hmm....although its not gonna make things go better but at least i feel better after letting it out here....my blog will be colorless without any pictures.......my days will be empty without my memory card because its where i store my favorite songs and my pictures to blog....i send to the shop already but i'm scared the warranty will expired dy....sei lor....tomorrow im having midterm exam but i dunno what im doing until now.....god help me....fren wish me luck....got to go, lecturer came in dy....

My ExAm ReSuLt iS oUt!!!!!

2008-10-10T20:34:00.003+08:00

Hmm...After so long, now I came back to blog....I stop blogging because I feel like I’m writing craps here and my semester break was damn boring….My second semester result came out already and THANK GOD I did quite well also….I manage to maintain my CGPA….this semester no one congrats me although I did pretty well….maybe someone did but that was the thing that I expected to happen….*sigh*

My new semester will start next Monday which is 13 October 2008…..it’s going to be fun….

New semester,

New lecturers,

New subjects,

New excitement,

New challenges,

But with the old and wackiest classmates ever!!!!!

Wish me luck for the semester,friends!!!!

DuRiNg SeM BrEaK.............

2008-09-30T10:44:00.007+08:00

29 September 2008

Muahahaha…..My bro open for me the wireless connection….Apa lagi….Enjoy lar….Spend my time to write blog, update Friendster and Tagged and online…..yesterday Yun Xi asked me to go to her profile and view those vacation to Genting pictures…Waaaaa!!!!! I feel so sad….I was suppose to be there in those pictures also…..okay….enough, today must sleep early, tomorrow I got dental checkup in the morning…..although I hate doctor and clinic, no choice cause it’s a order from the queen of my house, my mum….chowz.....

28 September 2008

Today my mum and my aunt went out to kl…..for SHOPPING…..well, lucky I noneed to follow them….aiyo, really, I can’t follow my mum for shopping….she will visit so many shops until she find what she wants…..I cant afford to walk so much…moreover I’m not the right person to bring for shopping….my sis and I have to look after those children…..its very hard to control those children since they are very spoilt…..but I had fun with them even though…..my sis was sleeping all the time cause she wasn’t feeling well….me and the children played in the rain….we ate ice cream in rain and danced…..we were making havoc there….but before my aunt came home, we bath and sit down quietly as if there was nothing happened….hahaha….took my dinner at my aunt house and came back home around 9pm….

27 September 2008

Today I and my sis went for a 21^st birthday party of my sis’s friend…I wore my gown with the bling bling ring that I bought few days back….these are some of the pictures I took during and after the party at my granny house…..

Me and Tanesha in the party.....

Me and lil Anju....beware people...she is warning everyone.......

Three hottiez.....from left,me,Vithya and Tila....

Me in action....after the function at my granny house......

While my sis busy posing, i'm actually stealing the chocolate cake.....yummy.......

25 September 2008

I went to cc to upload my blog but unfortunately, the pc’s Microsoft didn’t support my version…so can’t upload my blog…*sob sob*

24 September 2008

Even today also I past my time by watching movie…..I watched Solstice, Crazy Eights and Silent Hill…..All of them were about ghost taking revenge of their deaths….I’m watching these movies for the 2^nd time…..I watched them long time ago, so felt like didn’t remember the stories, so I watched again….I liked the Crazy Eights since it’s name is similar like our group’s name,38(sampat in Chinese) which almost means like crazy eights also….what a co incident right? Hmm…..

23 September 2008

Today I called Karen….She told me that they really enjoyed their holiday at Genting….As expected I feel so jealous….Karen said its ok if I cant join this time cause we still have time after our 3^rd sem…..she planned want to go to Teluk Batik….Karen warned me that I must follow them that time…..I didn’t promise her but will try my best…we talk about 10 mins only since she was with her friend going out….

22 September 2008

Hahaha….today I watched 3 movies….European Gigolo, The Bank Job and Over My Dead Body…..Wakakaka….. European Gigolo and Over My Dead Body were funny while The Bank Job was quite action packed……I know it’s too much for a day but I don’t know what to do…..it was so boring after all……Nothing to do even cant online also……

21 September 2008

Today I promised my cousins to bring them for jalan jalan and makan at Selayang Mall…..So we went to their house to fetch them…it was raining heavily but who cares? As long as we could go out and enjoy ourselves is enough…So these are some pictures we took there…..lets have a look….

The Pinkys….hehehe……

Kirti, me and Tanesha….

They said we looked alike…Do we?

My lil cutie pie,Anjali with her elder sis, Kirti….

Kirti, Tanesha, me, Kartik and Kirosha….

Me and Kirosha…

Actually this picture was supposed to take between me, Vithya and Kirosah only but Tanesha ‘menyibuk’ lar….

Do I look cute? *wink wink*

Cousins club….From the back position, Vithya, me, Kirosha, Kartik, Anjali, Tanesha and Kirti…..

Kirti in action….

Tanesha in action….

Lil Anjali in action….

Nice or not? It’s our new ring….

20 September 2008

As usual mum and I went to temple in the morning….it was so crowded…mum said it’s a special day but we was wondering why the ‘vengkadachalabathi’ temple so crowded with people…..nothing much I saw else than this crowd at temple…..

We went to temple again at night since one of mum’s friend are doing ‘annathanam’ there…we went there late since I simply get ready late….once we reach, we were really shocked to look at a big crowd….then only we get to know that there was a special prayer for ‘vengkadachalabathi’….when I was praying at ‘anuman’ temple, I saw a guy…..

You know when among all the crowd there only this guy get my attention….there were so many hensem and fair guys but only he got my attention…..he was tall, a bit muscular body, mmm…..that look make me fall for him….maybe cause i like tall guys....omg, that time it feel like just want to walk towards him and ask for his hp num…..nonono….but I wasn’t that brave enough…..but I’m sure he got girlfriend already…..he saw me and when he walks by my side I felt like he took my heart away with him….the way he looked at me, his peaceful eyes make me melted to the ground….then I saw my ex-classmate, Prashant…he came with his granny….after a short chitchat when I turn to look at him, he is MISSING!!! I still wonder around to look for him but I guess he already went back….how I could miss him….I blame myself….

YeYe.....ExAm WaR iS fiNaLLy OvEr!!!!!!!! i'M fReE nOw.......

2008-09-19T21:03:00.002+08:00

at last i finished my Web page design exam.....it was my only hope to get A and i hope i can since the exam was quite ok although i answer it like shit....wakakaka......

but im so sad now....denise,ken,karen,yun xi and tomato went to Genting today....i'm gonna miss yun xi's surprise birthday party....*sob sob*.....all is because of my mum lar.....she dont want to allow me till the last moment also.......

and denise blog about the holiday is gonna make me so jealous.....

i heard that sir read denise's blog.....wish that he wont read mine.....cos actually i dont want to make him so perasan.....wakakaka......but if he read already,sorry lor sir....

so semester break for 3 weeks....yeahoo!!!!! gonna enjoy the holiday to the maximum which is sleep,sleep,sleep and watch movie....and for sure my blog also gonna be less since nothing much to share.....only the same face at home.....mum,sis and bro.....maybe if anything interesting i will post lor.....

got to go....take care....gonna sleep now cause i only sleep for 3 hours yesterday.....
Good night.....

WhY i HaVe To?

2008-09-18T12:44:00.009+08:00

why i have to take the risk when nothing is confirm yet?
why i have to be trust when you weren't serious about anything?
why i have to come when there is no reason for me to be there?
why i have to give my 100% when you are not giving your 100%?
why i have to hold your hand when you don't have the strength to hold mine?
why i have to believe you will be there for me when you are not ready to be there for me?
why i have to show you that i love you when it doesn't mean anything to you?
WHY I HAVE TO???

FrOm 3 aLrEaDy BeCoMe 2.....AfTeR tOdAy WiLL bEcOmE 1......YeAhOo!!!!!!!

2008-09-15T09:33:00.006+08:00

As I told, my brother are really restricting my internet usage…..it had been 4 days already he never let me to use the wireless connection…..so I cant even update my blog…..lets see what happened for the past 4 days….

11^th September 2008

Today we sit for 3^rd exam – MANAGEMENT……yes!!! SKY’s subject…..my sis always asked me, why I always will be so excited when talk about SKY…..I don’t know but maybe because he is so different and close with us compare to other lecturers…..most of our lecturer keep a distance with their student but not him…..hmm….we wasn’t allowed to bring back the question paper….i don’t know why…..usually we can for the other 2 test also like that…..about the exam ar? Erm, what can I say….exam what, sure it is tough lor….But now only left 3 more exams only…..Sociology, Marketing and Web Page Design…..

After the exam when I wanted to go back already then only I got to know that we have sociology extra class before exam…..OMG!!!! it’s ok if she want to do extra class because actually she is being really attentive and also worried about us…..but we were so tired after the exams without enough sleep….all of our eye bags are getting so serious…..maybe not for Eric….hehehe…..but mine and Yun Xi’s are getting serious…..but its good also we went for the class because we get last minutes tips…hehehe…..these were some of the pictures I took before the class…..

Yun Xi and Denise, as usual were talking so excitedly……

Karen, just after her nap, still blur……(Karen, don't scold me ar....you give this pose)

Actually want to take picture when she was sleeping but I remembered Denise warned me that shouldn’t take picture when the person is sleeping…….

Kok Yin, I’m not sure if he’s sleeping or just resting while listening to songs……Sorry lor…..

After the class, we were talking about types of roti……maybe since all of us are hungry already……then Yun Xi was telling that there are Roti Saga, Roti Bom, and so on lar….these was part of our conversation…

Yun Xi : you know ar got roti saga also?

Denise (while laughing): how about roti iswara?

Me : then I want roti myvi can ar? They have ar?

Denise : I want roti BMW…..

Me (with serious face): then hor….i think I want to come out with new roti called roti nokia…….

Denise and Kok Yin (faint): Swt!!!

Me : yeah lor…..hehehe……

Yun Xi : haiyo mala, how can you talk so lame joke ar?

Me : yeah lor….got so many roti ma…..i want to come out with roti nokia lor…

Denise : mala, do you know that me and kok yin fall at the same time? Hahaha….

Me : hehehe…….

Later Denise and Karen followed Yun Xi to restaurant nearby her house….Karen told me the roti canai there was really nice and after eat, they went to pasar malam nearby Yun Xi’s house….Ken joined them also since Ken’s house also nearby there…..I’m so jealous now…..regretting why I didn’t followed them…..

13^th September 2008

Today is my Sociology test, the 4^th exam…..Hooray!!!! still left 2 exams only……Marketing and Web Page Design….Both also I never aim for A’s but if got A means ar, sure I will die of surprised…..choyyy…..hehehe….Sociology test was like hell….objectives was 10 questions only but carry 25 marks….out of 10 questions I only manage to answer 3 questions…..other all I hentam…..dont know lar….after exam I only told my friends and my sociology lecturer that I have forget A for my sociology…..after exam, went out and feel damn tired…..i was suppose to ‘teman’ my sis to temple because they have ‘thiruvula’ tomorrow….but I didn’t go cause of so tired….mum went out….left my bro and me…..he start his lecturer already….i’m dead….he started to ask all those stupid questions and stuffs…..i just pretend listening but actually I was ignoring what he was saying…hmmm…..i don’t care already…..i just went to sleep after that…..

For YOU,

How Can I Show You?

How can I show you how my brother treats me?

How can I show you how hurting were his words?

How can I show you how much I cried?

How can I show you my feelings right now?

How can I show you all the sadness I’m hiding inside?

How can I show you how I smiled to make you believe that I’m happy?

How can I show you all the truth?

How can I show you that I need you?

How can I show you that I want you?

How, how, how?

Most important of all,

HOW CAN I SHOW YOU THAT I LOVE YOU???

14^thSeptember 2008

I went to my grandma house today…..No certain reason to go but mum cooked vegetarian food for my uncle’s family since they were vegetarian for 4 months……I didn’t study yet…..tomorrow I’m having Marketing exams in the noon so I’m still relaxed……these were some of the pictures I took with those children…..

beware of the Spiderwoman!!!! she wont sting but she will bite...hehehe....

nonono......don't mistake her....she not trying to show bad symbol....she just trying to arrange her little fingers to do 'peace'.....

naaaa....this is my late grandma......Madam Yap Ah Lin......

Yeah,at night 'Ratham" came to our place.....yesterday was 'Pournami'(full moon).....this is the first time it came to our place for the past 18 years I'm living here.....but t came so late....around 9.30pm if I'm not mistaken.....here is some pictures of it.......

the light is so bright until the picture is not very clear....

the clear picture of 'Ratham'.......

people are following it.......

the front angle picture, taken when it stop from being pulled.......

And still i didn't finish revising my Marketing....aiyo!!!what's happening to me?

nevermind......i got to go now....i must start to study now....i don't care if Eric is online....but i must study......wish me luck friends.....

4 mOre ExAm!!!!!

2008-09-10T11:30:00.002+08:00

hmm....yeah left only 4....management,sociology,marketing and webpage design.....by the way im still wondering why i have to study webpage design although i taking accounts....hmmm....

my writing for mass com was like hell....as usual was rushing at the 11th hour......my section B was terrible....the instruction was so simple....Fill in the blanks......but it was so tough......but anyway, dont want to talk about it anymore.....now i should concentrate in my management..... wait,again......MANAGEMENT?????? OMG!!!! it's SKY's subject......cannot,cannot.....nonono.....i cant let him down....must study hard.....as Karen always said,other subject it's ok,but not SKY's subject.....Yes Karen agree with you....

i can't concentrate in my studies......but i will try my best...i dont want to drop in my CGPA.....i have to either maintain or increase it.....well although it's so stressful but i must do it....and i believe i can.....

i hope next week i can go to Genting as we (8 Sticks) planned.....im just worried my mum wont allow me...yeah lor,since im going alone.....i was suppose to bring my sister along but she still will be having her SPM trial next week....what am i going to say if mum didnt allow me to go? *sigh*

btw, i love to see how denise wrote her blogs....it's do creative you know?

To YOU,
I know you will be checking in to my blog everyday......i just want to let you know that i didnt purposely do so....you know me well right? then why you have to argue about that? but if that was your decision, i will just accept it ma....you made your decision, who am i to stop you...as long you are happy, i will do as you wish ma.....

Got to go.....i want to start studying already....none of 8 sticks is online now....even Denise or Eric....i dont want to waste my time anymore.....see you all in my next blog.....

5 mOrE eXaM tO FiNiSh....aRgH!!!!!

2008-09-08T02:08:00.002+08:00

isyk,isyk,isyk.....I'm scared.....I'm really scared right now....Denise is right.....I can't concentrate in exams....My thinking will fly to him.....plus i still can go shopping with my sis today....And i bought a nice shoe....arghhhhh.....Im scared i couldn't maintain my CGPA......Help!!!! All i need now is concentration....He promise me that he will buy for me 1 GIFT for EACH A's......Hehehe....That's the only thing that is helping me to study hard......OMG!!! My head is messy as my writings as Sir said....*sigh

But now i promise to myself.....what ever it is, i'm gonna do my very best...i want to show him that i can do well in my exam......

Friends,please wish me luck for this exams....

p.s Friends,i wont update my blog as frequent as last time until i finish my exams....(although i wont update that frequently,im just letting u all know...hehehe......)

YAP AH LIN - may her soul rest in peace........

2008-09-05T14:10:00.004+08:00

Again it has been 12 days since I post my last blog…..hmmm…what to do…life has been so busy nowadays….ceh….perasan lar….my sis said as if im the PM…always said im busy….actually that wasn’t the main reason y didn’t blog for so long….my bro restricting my internet usage….and plus with a little bit of lazy….kuikuikui….some of you will be think who is yap ah lin....read through and you will understand yourself........lets see what happen for the past 13 days….

5^th September 2008

I went online today cause I cant stop myself from online’ing…..i sign in my gmail….omg!!!!!!!! SKY send me a email...........

SKY

to me, Denise, Denise

show details 8:29 AM (5 hours ago)

Dear Komala and Denise....
Your assignments are terrible.
I will definately have to fail four of you.
Please resubmit your assignments by 9am today (Friday) in order to pass my paper!

Regards,
Sky

Omg!!!!! That time only god know how I felt…..like want to cry already…I sign in around 9.30am….im late already…..he ask me to reply by 9am…how??? Then only I looked down in the email……..

p.s. JUST KIDDING!!!! hehehehe... The title and the content must have made your heart skipped a beat ha?!
Dun worry! I just need you to resubmit your assignments in the old MSWords format because my pc in the office cannot read the 2007 format. As soon as you get this ok? Thanks...

hahaha……..sir, you are so bad….luckily my heart is not weak.....if not i would be dead by now......choyyyyy.....hehehe…..this was the whole original email…..

hehehe.....gonna miss his jokes and lectures......hmmmmm......

4^th September 2008

Omg….i still have 1 day for my final exam….nonono….i must control myself….must stop online…..mala, concentrate……it’s your life…..

3^rd September 2008

Nothing except I finish my day online’ing……

2^nd September 2008

Although this is our study week, we have our last class for Management and Writing for Business….today I met him since he want to go back to his college after the weekend…he gave me something….a gift from him….i was so happy but I feel guilty because don’t want to make him feel that im using him…..anyway thanks dear….

Nice or not?

Luckily it fits me…..

MOONCAKES!!!!!! at last im receive my first moon cake from denise…..thanks gurl…..

Its so cute right? It’s Hello Kitty moon cake…..

WAIT!!!! Yun Xi also bring moon cake for me…..wow the box was so nice…so did the moon cake…cheese raspberry….delicious…..muahx…..thanks Yun Xi….

this was the mooncake's box...so nice right?

these were the mooncakes that they gave me....

Today was our last day with SKY, Mr Sim Kim Yong, our 1^st semester English Language lecturer and our second semester Writing For Business and Management Studies lecturer….About him? Ermm…..adorable and funny lecturer with great teaching skills…..except when he is angry, u better watch out….dont make him worst or u will be in big problem…..hmmm…..im going to miss him so much….so much…..ssssssiiiiirrrrrrrrrrr…….missssss uuuuuuu……hehehe….. but he is so bad…he sing a song for me….

Komala,

Wants to marry a bangla,

And stay at Himalaya….

and Karen continued..............

And have a son/daughter called MalaMala….

WTH!!! We laugh like hell….it didn’t make sense after all….hahaha….pity Karen….sir show a looser sign to her…..hehehe….when I said I will miss him…he said don’t worry cause I will still meet him in next sem…when I asked why, he replied cause he will fail me so that I have to recourse…..sirrrrr, you are so bad…….

31 August 2008

Today we have a prayer for my late granny……its called the 7^th day mourning…..i met a lot relatives and family friends there…..the house was full of people….i felt barely to breathe……I went into the room….then all those young cousins follow me into the room….inside there we were making havoc….we dance, sing and listen to songs……until my mum came and scold us for being very noisy….hehehe….but we still were enjoying ourselves….although my sis and I were the oldest there (since all of them were just 3 to 12 years old), we really have fun with the children…..sometimes i feel being childish is so fun......here is some of the pictures we took there….

these are all of the late grandma's son's children.....except 2 were missing, which is anjali and my bro, yoges......
in the picture are mala, vithya, vasithar, kirosha, tanesh, kirtika and kartik....
this picture include two of our family friends daughter, valli and kayalkanni.....

me with tanesh, kayal and kirthi....me with katrik, kayal and tanesh.....

me with vasithar, kirosha, kirti, tanesh and kayal.....

27 August 2008

Marketing exam today…aiyo I don’t know lar why this semester I was rushing like hell in the last week….the funniest part is when in the exam, my lecturer didn’t prepare the exam paper but gave the exam verbally…I was so sleepy that time where once I heard the question like “please state the POLC stages and explain briefly on each of the stages.”…..i was thinking what the hell management things got to do with marketing…..then I just write down the answer….once the exam finish, I asked my friend….she said it was not POLC (Planning Organizing Leading Controlling) but it was PLC (Product Life Cycle)…….OMG!!!!!! I feel like I was a fool that time….sei lor…die lor…

26 August 2008

Today I have my management exam….i did send sky an email to tell him that he can postpone the exam but unfortunately he never read the email….omg!!! the exam was so hard….maybe be cause I didn’t revise properly….but I finished my exam……tomorrow another headache….marketing exam……

25 August 2008

I was in college that time when I receive a call from my mum that my Chinese granny just passed away…..my god….she’s the only grandparent I have…..now she also passed away already…..although she is not been closed with me or my siblings, we still feel sad about it……its ok….i think this is better than she still suffer in coma….she was under a surgery when she got heart attack and went to coma stage…..what you expect me to do? I was having my Sociology class at that time….i feel so guilty to left the class like that…but I brave myself to ask my lecturer….she allowed me to go….so I went back to my granny house at Batu Caves…..when I arrived there, her body still didn’t arrived yet….yeah, the body was from Johor cause she was in her daughter house at Johor when all these incident happened….soon her body arrived….everyone was crying except me…..maybe I was still keeping what she had done to us all these while in my heart…..but that night I did cried alone……after all she still my grandma what….but omg!!!!!!! I have my management test tomorrow……how??? How I want to study in this condition? How?? God help me……

MADAM YAP AH LIN

May her soul rest in peace……..

errrr.....StiLL tHiNkiNg oF tHe TitLe......... WhAtEvEr......

2008-08-23T16:03:00.007+08:00

it has been 9 days i blogged.....omg....that is a quite long time....it's not that i don't have anything to share but it's because i don't really have time.....was damn busy with assignments and presentations.....it was 2 assignments and 2 presentation with slides shows....damn busy,man....ok now lets take a quick look on what happen last week....

Friday (15 Aug 08)

it was just a normal day but these are some of the wackiest things that we do on that day.....

After 6 plates of rice, 4 bowls of sup and 2 cups of water, Yun Xi still drinking her 5^th bowl of soup….hahaha……..

Karen with her 'tokong kuih'....she really eat like that.....whenever she's tension...hahaha.....

Kok Yin with his pda games....do he have to show that 'pek yaw' face? concentrating i guess....

Ken with MY laptop......doing some coding for our webpage assignment......he also was quite serious.....

Yun Xi helping Ken on the assignment(actually disturbing him)...and trying to be Superwoman......

Denise busy posing with Sir Leng(senior)......errr....i guess they are trying to be ninja........

but wait! where is eric?? ohhh....i guess he is back home already.....where is my picture?? naaahhhh.....see below.....

i was busy taking other people's pictures but i didn't realize my picture was taken by Denise.....this is a picture taken in BK1 when we was chatting about ghost stories.....Kok Yin said Karen looked like Mother Theresa.....really?

At night, I went out with mum and sister…..this was my dinner….its called ‘paper thosai’……..

that was all about that day…..

Monday (18 Aug 08)

today was our presentation for webpage.......i slept at 11pm on sunday night and woke up at 3am in the morning.....hahaha....crazy right? what to do? we didn't finish our assignment yet cos Ken didn't prepare the coding yet.......these was some of the pictures that we took on that day......

we took a picture with our webpage lecturer, Ms Chik after our presentation……as usual, Kok Yin with his ‘pek yaw’ face and Karen with her weird face…..

I’m disturbing Denise and Ken taking picture……hehehe….sorry…….

This is one of the picture we took from Yun Xi’s laptop……7 sticks with our lecturer….

Another picture of us…….

Hahaha….this one no comment lar…….they are fighting…..pity Yun Xi…….

Karen is so tired I guess…..she was sleeping in the Marketing lecture class…..i forget that I shouldn’t take picture of sleeping people….sorry, Karen……

Wednesday(20 Aug 08)

Yesterday in Msn, Karen promised to bring cookies for me……Today we had Sociology class…….as our lecturer, Ms Ten promised to us, we are going to watch movie today……Sweeny Todd…….here is the pictures of the cookies and ‘movie time’……..

Thanks for the cookies, Karen…..Denise and I finished all of it without saving some for Yun Xi…..i hope Yun Xi won’t mind……the cookies were delicious…..

After our lunch, we went to Ampang Park to buy some snacks for the ‘movie time’…….this is what all of us bought……hahaha……I know what you guys will be thinking……

The movie was played in Yun Xi’s laptop since mine didn’t have Classic Window Media Player…..

During the movie……

OMG!!!!!!!

The final exam schedule is out!!! Nonono…..Full stop for our enjoyment…….so sad………

Friday(22 Aug 08)

At last, friday came to save me from the tired week….i was suppose to woke up at 2.30am and finish my assignment…..but I ignored my alarm and slept…at last woke up at 5.30am and kelam kabut lar….what else….but at the end,I felt so relieved….that was my final assignment and presentation….i hope sky wont give last minute assignment to us…..cos we still have 2 more tests in the last week…..some of the pictures that was taken during this day…..

This was my dress for the presentation today…….cun or not? Hehehe…..

Me with Karen’s drawing…….that smile hides a lot of secrets and sadness inside…..nobody knows…..

Karen, a girl full of priceless expression, with her ‘sweat’ symbol……

Karen and me…….Karen look very pretty in this picture…..although she said she look like aunty.....if I was born as guy,i would love to have her as my gf…..hehehe…….

Time to go back…..Karen,stop taking picture and come faster……..i have no energy to smile also…..

That was how i went through my days…….although there are a lot of stories that I can’t share but I want to let that person know that I am not ready to lost you…….but if you have to go, I have nothing to say than to cry alone……

2008-08-23T09:34:00.005+08:00

Friday (15 Aug 08)

it was just a normal day but these are some of the wackiest things that we do on that day.....

Karen with her 'tokong kuih'....she really eat like that.....whenever she's tension...hahaha.....

Kok Yin with his pda games....do he have to show that 'pek yaw' face? concentrating i guess....

Ken with MY laptop......doing some coding for our webpage assignment......he also was quite serious.....

Yun Xi helping Ken on the assignment(actually disturbing him)...and trying to be flying Superwoman...

Denise busy posing with Sir Leng(senior)......errr....i guess they are trying to be ninja........

but wait! where is eric?? ohhh....i guess he is back home already.....where is my picture?? naaahhhh.....see below.....

That was all about my friday.......

Monday (18 Aug 08)

today was our presentation for webpage.......i slept at 11pm on sunday night and woke up at 3am in the morning.....hahaha....crazy right? what to do? we didn't finish our assignment yet cos Ken didn't prepare the coding yet.......these was some of the pictures that we took on that day......

im disturbing Denise and Ken taking picture......hahaha......sorry guys....
this is a picture taken with our webpage lecturer,Ms Chik......Kok Yin with his 'pek yaw' face as always and Karen with her weird face.....
all of us fighting to take picture in Yun Xi's laptop.....hahaha.....'sampat' us....

errrr.....StiLL tHiNkiNg oF tHe TitLe......... WhAtEvEr......

2008-08-22T21:56:00.004+08:00

it has been 8 days i blogged.....omg....that is a quite long time....it's not that i don't have anything to share but it's because i don't really have time.....was damn busy with assignments and presentations.....it was 2 assignments and 2 presentation with slides shows....damn busy,man....ok now lets take a quick look on what happen last week....

Friday (15 Aug 08)

it was just a normal day but these are some of the wackiest things that we do on that day.....
Karen with her 'tokong kuih'....she really eat like that.....whenever she's tension...hahaha.....
Kok Yin with his pda games....do he have to show that 'pek yaw' face? concentrating i guess....
Ken with MY laptop......doing some coding for our webpage assignment......he also was quite serious.....
Yun Xi helping Ken on the assignment(actually disturbing him)...and trying to be Superwoman...
Denise busy posing with Sir Leng(senior)......errr....i guess they are trying to be ninja........

but wait! where is eric?? ohhh....i guess he is back home already.....where is my picture?? naaahhhh.....see below.....
i was busy taking other people's pictures but i didn't realize my picture was taken by Denise.....this is a picture taken in BK1 when we was chatting about ghost stories.....Kok Yin said Karen looked like Mother Theresa.....really?

Monday (18 Aug 08)

today was our presentation for webpage.......i slept at 11pm on sunday night and woke up at 3am in the morning.....hahaha....crazy right? what to do? we didn't finish our assignment yet cos Ken didn't prepare the coding yet.......these was some of the pictures that we took on that day......

tHe TiRiNg DaY.....

2008-08-13T21:51:00.005+08:00

today i only slept at 4am cos was studying for management...woke up back at 5.30am....yeah,only 1 and half hour of sleep....actually i cant wake up,but force myself to wake up....took bus at 6.15am n reach coll at 7.15am...start to do revision again....but my eyes was so tired....i slept 5 mins for every 20 mins...hahaha....its already 9am,sir(SKY) came in.....the 1st thing he said was,"What happened to u?",while stopped n looking at me....."Err...nothing lar sir",i replied with my sleepy n blur face...."Ok guys,put your notes n books away...", he said...."Wait ar sir", Karen replied while still referring to the notes...." that moment,i was memorizing everything so hardly......
Few minutes later,he started to distribute the test paper...."SIIIIIIIIIIRRRRRR!!!!!! U r so bad!!!!", i shouted while hitting the table when i saw the paper....all the question was in objective form....yesterday he said it would be in structure and essay form......but atleast im happy a bit cos its objective...other than than my day went as boring as usual...with miss ten's class,v did some revision...here are what we did during the class......

this was yun xi's and kok yin's writing.........

this is mine and karen's writing.....
this is part of karen's and denise writings............

so the day end just like the other days......hope 2moro wil always b a better day....chiowz.....

SkY's DaY.....

2008-08-12T21:46:00.005+08:00

u must b wondering y i name post as sky's day....cos tuesday,v will b having the whole day class with 1 lecturer called as Mr.Sky.....so i named tuesday as sky's day.....i remembered karen said,although he call himself as sky,he is a sun 2 all of us cos he will always shine our day n make all of us laugh like hell.....v love him sad so much....naa...v only have 2 more tuesdays only 2 spend with him....im gonna miss him so much...he's damn gud lecturer....
hahaha....my fren asked me 2 change my blog title....so i did asked my sir abt his opinion....
this is part of our conversation.....

Mala:Sir arr, I’m opening a new blog but I don’t know what to name it worr…
Sky:Erm… Usually the name after what you like lor…
Mala:like Denise wan is called Princess Realm.. What I like arr… I like my mom, chocolate and some other stuff lor..
Denise:Mala and her Batu Caves!!
Mala:swt...
Sky:I KNOW!! Me, My Babu and Putumayam…
Mala:NOOOOOOOOOO….
Denise:*laughs*
Sky:okok, what about Spicy Muruku and Creamy Dial…
Mala:YErrrrr….. Why must be always about Indian stuff!!
Denise:*laughs harder*
Karen:yamar, usually connected to yourself one..
Denise:hmm, I wonder what would Karen’s blog title be…
Sky:Potato, Snails and All Things Slow…
Denise:~died laughing~ Yerr, then Sky’s blog how??
Karen:Sexy Sim..
Mala, Denise and Eric:PFFTTTTT!!! LOL!!
Sky:*raises eyebrow* Then Denise would be Lucious Lee…
Denise:Ken would be Curvacious Chong..
Sky:*laughs*
Denise:Mala would be Kissable Komala..
Eric:Yerr, I don’t want to be Gullible Goh!
Sky:*laughs harder*
Denise:Then Karen leh??
Eric:Tangible Tan
Sky:No lar, not suitable…
Eric:Titanic Tan
Sky:*laughed till tears came out*

Denise:You know, my friend was name Lembu Lee…
Eric:Then Karen how??
Denise:swt, always aim for Karen…
Eric:T-Rex tan…
Sky:LoL
Denise:Ooooh, then Ken would be Chicken Chong!!
Eric:Also not forgetting chicken Chee..
Karen:Wahahaha!!
Eric:I think I would be Gay Goh…
Denise:Wah, then you are Gullible Gay Goh lor…
Sky:LOLOLOL!!

sum of the choices given 2 me 4 my blog's title:
chocolate pie, brown gothika mummy, me,my babu n putumayam, me n batu caves, n bla bla bla.....
but suddenly i got my blog's name, the resonance of ma life.....does it sounds better?
im sure it did.....

sum of the shots taken 2day.....

karen,yun xi n karen was discussing abt webpage asgmnt.... i was suppose 2 b there but im bz taking pictures....hahaha......

they r watching vantage point from eric's laptop...so interesting meh?

at last this was what v come out with......draft of the asgmnt.......look very funny but atnd....least v got sumthg in mind......again i was the chocolate pie.......

b4 the class end,my sir did warn me not 2 blog today cos 2moro v have exam.....yes,denise is right....v shudnt let sir down....must do our best......hope 2moro wil b better than today......

Triple 08......

2008-08-11T20:29:00.003+08:00

the starting itself was bad lar.....i dunno that the class was canceled so i went 2 coll as usual...when i got there ny,i knew the class was canceled.....aiyo,yun xi forget 2 tel me....was online 4 a while...then had my lunch alone n went 2 meet daya n k3 at kl sentral....

My First Blog.....

2008-08-10T23:49:00.000+08:00

im so happy cos at last, i have my own blog.....my special thanks to restinpeace.....i dunno know if u would b angry 2 c ur name r being mention n if u did,im sorry.....bcos of u,i was so interested in blog.....u did help me 2 open my own too.....nyway,this is a new sumthg new in my life....i hope i can share it with my closest frens....thanks 4 viewing......

`~ThE rEsOnAnCe Of Ma LiFe.....~`

SELFISH!!

i miss my life so much or i miss so much in my life?

the reason for my blog - Ms. Natalie Tan Koh Yee........

09/09/09.........

a new life......a new beginning...........lets c how it ends........

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YAP AH LIN - may her soul rest in peace........

SKY

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